I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO !!!!?

Does any one know of any social workers online i can talk to free of charge? i need help like right now. I know i can just go to a theraphist but they'll ask to make any appt. for like whenever there free, well i cant wait. i tryed calling the sucidal hotline. but i cant talkt to ppl on phone. only in person or online. can anyone help me ? im going crazyyyyyyyyy!!